After I've finished...
I will do what I want.
As long as I see this one simple task through to the end...I'm free to do as I please.
I will have earned my freedom.
I will be able to think for myself, live however I see fit.
I am a selfish child afterall.
The only problem is...I don't know what I want.
I've lived for other people for so long.
Well, I do suppose I want to try being...
I want to breathe.
I've been dead for sometime now.
I follow them without a complaint.
I walk slowly, step by step, in the same tired old patterns.
If I run...will I be able to hold myself steady?
I am a fragile person. Frail. Incomplete.
Yet, I still manage to keep moving along.
Why do I keep on? I don't know.
I've been obsessing lately...over tiny things, over a pain that never really goes away.
Sometimes my mind wanders into a dark lil' corner where silly thoughts invade my soul and I think that if someone were to touch me...my flesh would burn.
How do I deal with such silly things?
I burried my heart deeper. For a moment he existed. Deeper still, so out of reach. Locked.
I have to twist my own arm to see my faults.
I'm still blind, still deaf, still ignorant.
I'm alive--that should be more than enough.
Idiot. You'll always be that person.
I know.
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"My life is almost like an open book...
Except...the pages aren't there." describes well how I feel from time to time. I don't know what means you use to measure yourself but there's at least one person who can relate to almost every word here ^^
Hello Jae-san. How have you been?
I'm left scratching my head abit and thinking, "Eh?" and then "Oh!". Haha. That's how I am.
I've been busy trying to look like I'm not busy. ^^ I fail miserably at that. I think I know what
it feels like to be an ostrich tryin' to hide. I suppose I am decently happish at the moment. Tired, but
sorta happy. I can be a walk contradiction sometimes.
How about you? I've missed ya.
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Is that a banana in your pocket or are you just a monkey in a suit?
You know what I'm tryin' to say. Haha.
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Is that a banana in your pocket or are you just a monkey in a suit?
And something's for sure tho is that we will never stay the same. I've missed ya too
Sometimes I wonder if it's best to put on a helmet with horns and run head down into a crowd. o_0
Lol. J/k.
I'm just being the weirdo I always seem to be.
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Is that a banana in your pocket or are you just a monkey in a suit?
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